Saturday, December 5, 2009

Written to a good friend

Dear good friend,

I read the following thoughts by John Eldredge recently and thought of you, as he argues convincingly about something that troubled me in your attitude toward yourself. I don't know what you think of John Eldredge personally, and I myself think he is over the top on some things, but in this particular text I think he is right on the button. Parts in bold are my special emphasis and parts in [ ] are comments of mine.

No Good Thing?
Excerpts from pages 74-79 of Waking the Dead

In an attempt to explain the biblical doctrine of sine, we've let something else creep in. You'll hear it come up almost automatically whenever Christians talk about themselves: "I'm just a sinner, saved by grace." "I'm just clothes for God to put on." "There sure isn't any good thing in me." It's so common this mind-set, this idea that we are no-good wretches, ready to sin at a moment's notice, incapable of goodness, and certainly far from glory.

It's also unbiblical.

The passage people think they are referring to is Romans 7:18, where Paul says, "For I know that in me (that is, in my flesh) dwelleth no good thing" (KJV). Notice the distinctino he makes. He does not say, "There is nothing good in me. Period." What he says is that "in my flesh dwelleth no good thing." The flesh is the old nature, the old life, crucified with Christ. The flesh is the very thing God removed from out hearts when he circumcised them by his Spirit. In Galations Paul goes on to explain, "Those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified their sinful nature [the flesh] with its passions and desires" (5:24). He does not say, "I am incapable of good." He says, "In my flesh dwelleth no good thing." In fact, just a few moments later, he discovers that 'the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus has made me free from the law of sin and death" (Rom. 8:2, KJV).

...

And listen to the way he [Paul] talks about us: "You shine like stars in the universe as you hold out the word of life" (Phil. 2:15-16). As Shawn Mullins sings, "We're born to shimmer; we're born to shine." You are supposed to shimmer. "Let your light shine before men" (Matt 5:16). All of this groveling and self-depreciation done by Christians is often just shame masquerading as humility. Shame says, "I'm nothing to look at. I'm incapable of goodness." Humility says, "I bear a glory for sure, but it is a reflected glory. A grace given to me." Your story does not begin with sin. It begins with a glory bestowed upon you by God. It does not start in Genesis 3; it starts in Genesis 1. First things first, as they say.

... It was only after [God] made you that he said, "It is very good" (Gen. 1:31).

[this part will be especially useful to you guys in your relationships with the female sex, although I know only too well that women are not the only ones who obsess uncertainly about their looks]

... A woman wants to know that she is truly a woman, that she is beautiful; she longs to know that she is captivating; and all her life she wonders, "Do I have a beauty to offer?" The poet Yeats wrote,

If I make the lashes dark
And the eyes more bright
And the lips more scarlet
Or ask if all be right
From mirror after mirror
No vanity's displayed:
I'm looking for the face I had
Before the world was made.
("Before the World was Made" from the poem "A Woman Young and Old")

Yes, that's it. When you take a second glance in the mirror, when you pause to look again at a photograph, you are looking for a glory you know you were meant to have, if only because you know you long to have it. You remember faintly that you were once more than what you have become. Your story didn't start with sin, and thank God, it does not end with sin. It ends with glory restored: "Those he justified, he also glorified" (Rom. 8:30). And "in the meantime," you have been transformed, and you are being transformed. You've been given a new heart. Now God is restoring your glory. He is bringing you fully alive. Because the glory of God is you fully alive."

Well... now its me, Rachel, again. Wow, right? I recommend the whole book, but that's the section that especially made me think of you. The phrase, "the glory of god is man fully alive" actually comes from Saint Iranaeus in the second century (REALLY near the beginning :D ). I would just add a couple more Biblical passages, which I am putting almost in their entirety because they are SO good and thanks to the ease provided by Biblegateway.com. Emphasis mine, of course.

2 Corinthians 3

1 Are we beginning to commend ourselves again? ...

4 Such confidence as this is ours through Christ before God. 5 Not that we are competent in ourselves to claim anything for ourselves, but our competence comes from God. 6 He has made us competent as ministers of a new covenant—not of the letter but of the Spirit; for the letter kills, but the Spirit gives life.

7 Now if the ministry that brought death, which was engraved in letters on stone, came with glory, so that the Israelites could not look steadily at the face of Moses because of its glory, fading though it was, 8 will not the ministry of the Spirit be even more glorious? 9 If the ministry that condemns men is glorious, how much more glorious is the ministry that brings righteousness! 10 For what was glorious has no glory now in comparison with the surpassing glory. 11 And if what was fading away came with glory, how much greater is the glory of that which lasts!

12 Therefore, since we have such a hope, we are very bold.13 We are not like Moses, who would put a veil over his face to keep the Israelites from gazing at it while the radiance was fading away. 14 But their minds were made dull, for to this day the same veil remains when the old covenant is read. It has not been removed, because only in Christ is it taken away. 15 Even to this day when Moses is read, a veil covers their hearts. 16 But whenever anyone turns to the Lord, the veil is taken away. 17 Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom. 18 And we, who with unveiled faces all reflect the Lord's glory, are being transformed into his likeness with ever-increasing glory, which comes from the Lord, who is the Spirit.

2 Corinthians 4

Treasures in Jars of Clay

1 Therefore, since through God's mercy we have this ministry, we do not lose heart. ... 6 For God, who said, "Let light shine out of darkness," made his light shine in our hearts to give us the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Christ. But we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us. 8 We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; 9 persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed. 10 We always carry around in our body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be revealed in our body. 11 For we who are alive are always being given over to death for Jesus' sake, so that his life may be revealed in our mortal body. 12 So then, death is at work in us, but life is at work in you.

2 Corinthians is my current favorite book of the Bible.

Love and blessings,

Rachel

Life is good

Life is good right now. :D

Thank you, Oswald Chambers, for the following encouraging thoughts:

(from a book called "The Quotable Oswald Chambers", which is pretty much everything he's ever written, separated out by topics)

On the topic of "Broken Bread/Poured Out Wine"

"Just as my Lord was made broken bread and poured-out wine for me, so I must be made broken bread and poured-out wine in His hands for others. What is meant by 'in His hands' is seen in the kind of things that bruise me - tyrannic powers, misunderstanding people, things that ordinarily I would have resented and said, 'No, I can't allow that.' Is there being produced in me, through the crushing of His disguised feet, the wine that is a real quickening of other lives? A yielded life to God becomes a doormat for men. He leaves us here to be trampled on." (which sounds unloving unless you truly know the heart of the ultimate trampler :D ).

On the topic of "Call of God"

"God can break or bend or mould, just as He chooses. You do not know why He is doing it; He is doing it for One purpose only, that He may be able to say, 'This is My man, My woman.' Never choose to be a worker, but when once God has put His call on you, woe be to you if you turn to the right or to the left. God will do with you what He never did with you before the call came; He will do with you what He is not doing with other people. Let Him have His way."

"Is He going to help Himself to your life, or are you taken up with your conception of what you are going to do? God is responsible for our lives, and the one great keynote is reckless reliance upon Him."

And get this one:

"The call of God embarrasses us because of two things - it presents us with sealed orders, and urges us to a vast venture."

To be honest, I feel I have been given 'sealed orders' on the Center of Hope thing. Just pray I can withstand nobly the crushing involved and not run away from it.

Love and blessings,

Rachel

Prayer

Lord, you know better than anyone what it is to groan under a burden. Help me to bear this well and rightly. In Jesus' name, Amen


Wow, so many amazing Christmas songs

Here's another one, sung by Steve Green:

Good news...
Good news
An angel brings good news

Close your eyes
And fold your hands
For a moment, let your sorrow fade
Why, why are you afraid
Has this world stripped you of your faith
Close your eyes and on bended knee
Listen to an angel pray
And once again prepare the way
So you see a gift that's given
Behold a time of joy
Behold a baby boy

Good news
Good news
An angel brings good news
Good news
Good news
I leave you with good news

Bow your heard and speak not a word
Let the silence take you far from here
The spirit of a child dry a tear
And may your doubts thus dissapear
Bow your head and on bended knee
Hear the story once again
A child will learn to wear a cross
A child will love to pledge a life
Behold a time of joy
Behold Christ a baby boy

Good news
Good news
An angel brings good news
Good news
Good news
I leave you with good news

Good news...

" 7But we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us. 8We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair;9persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed. ... 16Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. 17For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. 18So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal." (2 Cor. 4:7-9, 16-18). Maybe not all burdens are a bad thing. Lord, thank you for where I am right now, even though the burden seems unusually crushing. Thank you that by your grace, I will not be crushed, only molded, shaped, re-shaped, polished, refined. You are good.

Come thou long expected Jesus
Born to set thy people free
From our fears and sins release us
Let us find our rest in thee

Israel's strength and consolation
Hope of all the Earth thou art
Deep desire of every nation
Joy of every longing heart

Born thy people to deliver
Born a child and yet a King
Born to reign in us forever
Now thy gracious Kingdom bring

By thy own eternal Spirit
Rule in all our hearts alone
By thy own sufficient merit
Raise us to thy glorious throne.

Come, Lord Jesus
Come quickly Lord
Come...

Thank you, Lord, that nothing I can do can make me more deserving of you and of grace. You are good... by YOUR OWN SUFFICIENT merit... thank you.

By your grace,

Rachel


Thursday, December 3, 2009

What IF??? the end of all things continued

So... I'm back

It started raining as I was about to leave the house, thankfully in time for me to decide to drive. My friend is safely here and ensconced in her homework, so I'm back to work. The big problem with writing too many blog updates, other than the fact that no one ever has time to read them all, is that it takes away from the other things I'm supposed to be doing... like updating the MAPI site. Oops. Sorry Dad! I will get to it, I promise. In fact, I'll work on this particular update only when I'm waiting for the internet to catch up with my updates on the site. How's that?

Isn't it fun when things in the Bible that were pretty much complete mysteries all of a sudden click into place, forming a bigger picture that makes sense? I'm excited - FINALLY the book of Revelation makes some sense to me! Woohoo!

At the end of my last blog I was talking about the anti-Christ and whether there are prophesied one or many. Many seem to be indicated also by Christ in Matthew 24 (v. 5) - "For many will come in my name, claiming, 'I am the Christ' [the Savior] and will deceive many." Hmm, maybe Marx does fit in the anti-Christ category after all. He certainly thought himself a savior of mankind. Or just a describer of the eventual salvation of mankind? Its fascinating how much his final conclusion looks like heaven. Natural means leading atheistic men to true results. Kind of like the urbana article I put up recently.

Matthew 24: "15 'So when you see standing in the holy place 'the abomination that causes desolation, spoken of through the prophet Daniel—let the reader understand— 16 then let those who are in Judea flee to the mountains. ... 21For then there will be great distress, unequaled from the beginning of the world until now—and never to be equaled again. ... 23At that time if anyone says to you, 'Look, here is the Christ!' or, 'There he is!' do not believe it. 24For false Christs and false prophets will appear and perform great signs and miracles to deceive even the elect—if that were possible. 25 See, I have told you ahead of time."

"See I have told you ahead of time". Because in our times of distress we are most likely to look to false hope. Lord have mercy. Christ have mercy. Lord have mercy.

... "30 At that time the sign of the Son of Man will appear in the sky, and all the nations of the earth will mourn. They will see the Son of Man coming on the clouds of the sky, with power and great glory. 31And he will send his angels with a loud trumpet call, and they will gather his elect from the four winds, from one end of the heavens to the other.

32"Now learn this lesson from the fig tree: As soon as its twigs get tender and its leaves come out, you know that summer is near. 33Even so, when you see all these things, you know that it is near, right at the door. 34I tell you the truth, this generation will certainly not pass away until all these things have happened. 35Heaven and earth will pass away, but my words will never pass away" (Matthew 24 cont).

The meaning of "this generation" is interesting to speculate on, since Christ obviously did not return before the deaths of the apostles, but I'll leave that for another time. Its interesting also that he tells us to be sure to keep our eyes open for the signs of the coming of this time while also saying that it is impossible for us to know exactly when it will happen. So we can have a general knowledge that its coming soon, just not a specific knowledge of the moment.

36"No one knows about that day or hour, not even the angels in heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father. ... 42"Therefore keep watch, because you do not know on what day your Lord will come" (Matthew 24 cont).

The idea that the timing of Christ's return depends in part on our decisions - how long we continue to follow God correctly and keep hope in this world, keep on giving Him reason to be patient - would explain why not even Christ knows the time of his coming! How very typical of God. And COOL!

Keep watch... you DON'T know... keep watch. Yes, Lord, may we indeed have our lamps ready and full of oil when you come.

Back to the book of Revelation, chapter 14.

Chapter 14 - "Then I looked, and there before me was the Lamb" (v. 1) - hurray!!! In this chapter the saints overcome Babylon the great and all becomes beautiful again! All that is evil is destroyed.

Chapter 15 and 16 - God's judgement against evil is described.

Chapters 17 and 18 - The fall of Babylon continues. God certainly isn't in a hurry, is he?

Chapter 19 - "1After this I heard what sounded like the roar of a great multitude in heaven shouting:
"Hallelujah!
Salvation and glory and power belong to our God,
2for true and just are his judgments.
He has condemned the great prostitute
who corrupted the earth by her adulteries.
He has avenged on her the blood of his servants."
3And again they shouted:
"Hallelujah!
The smoke from her goes up for ever and ever."

4The twenty-four elders and the four living creatures fell down and worshiped God, who was seated on the throne. And they cried:
"Amen, Hallelujah!""

Judgement is both just and over. Christ and His saints are clothed in white and celebrated in victory!

Chapter 20 - " 1And I saw an angel coming down out of heaven, having the key to the Abyss and holding in his hand a great chain. 2He seized the dragon, that ancient serpent, who is the devil, or Satan, and bound him for a thousand years. 3He threw him into the Abyss, and locked and sealed it over him, to keep him from deceiving the nations anymore until the thousand years were ended. After that, he must be set free for a short time."

Hmm, so apparently the culmination of evil does come first, THEN the millenia. Too bad. But not entirely surprising, given the state of our world.

"7When the thousand years are over, Satan will be released from his prison 8and will go out to deceive the nations in the four corners of the earth—Gog and Magog—to gather them for battle. In number they are like the sand on the seashore. 9 They marched across the breadth of the earth and surrounded the camp of God's people, the city he loves. But fire came down from heaven and devoured them.
"10 And the devil, who deceived them, was thrown into the lake of burning sulfur, where the beast and the false prophet had been thrown. They will be tormented day and night for ever and ever."

So, people are given the chance to see clearly and obviously the full goodness of God in the millenia and THEN when they still rebel they are sen to the lake of fire. Poor people. I shudder at the thought.

Rev. 21 - the new Jerusalem! Once all who choose to rebel against God are judged, the rest are taken to a place without pain. Wow.

Rev. 22 - the conclusion. Jesus declares, "'Behold, I am coming soon! Blessed is he who keeps the words of the prophecy in this book.'" And after a book about judgement, John ends with the following significant and important words: "The grace of the Lord Jesus be with God's people. Amen."

Amen. Come, Lord Jesus. In the proper time. But meanwhile, come always and continuously and more and more, in our hearts, minds, souls, homes, relationships, jobs and every other aspect of who we are, what we think, what we do... BE! Make us Frodos... Sams... Merrys... Pippins... Gimlis... Legolases... Gandalfs... Aragorns... each according to our particular characteristics. Or, not to leave out the important females in the story... Eowyns, Galadriels and Arwens. In Jesus' name, Amen

P.S. Other than the movie version of "The Return of the King" which partially inspired this and the previous blog, another excellent movie I saw recently, although it only spells out the salvation of one family instead of a whole age of the world, is called "I'll Be There". I highly recommend it if you haven't seen it.

What IF??? the end of all things

Wow, I'm really grateful for blogs. They're a great way of processing a mash of thoughts in a way that makes them open to the feedback of the world. SO much fun. I wanted to create a place like this way back in college, but at that point I was afraid of having my thoughts open to just about anyone (I had not yet developed a tough and sympathetic skin) and so I wanted one I could open to just a handful. Which actually can be done with blogs, which I didn't realize at the time, but now I don't even need to. Which is nice. Yay for growth.

So now for the subject of this blog. WHAT IF? Wow, I'm so excited. Get this idea:

What if Christ has not returned yet BECAUSE THE CHURCH IS DOING SUCH A GOOD JOB? What if... what in the world do I mean? Ok, think about it this way.

The end of all things ("I'm glad to be here with you, Sam, at the end of all things") will come, I think, when the world can no longer bear its own weight. When the O-zone is so depleted, global warming has reached such a state, etc, etc, etc that the world starts to fall apart... destroyed by earthquakes and fire, as Revelation indicates. When the ring bearer DOESN'T make it to Mount Doom with the ring of power OR the ring overwhelms him and he truly becomes corrupt. However, before that happens, before the final judgement is brought about not so much by God's desire but by our own dreadful, deathly mistakes, or by the end of His patience (if THAT'S what it depends on, no WONDER its taking several thousand years post-Christ), WE have to become totally degenerate. The O-zone won't deplete if we follow God's initial command to take care of our world and God won't run out of patience if we keep doing what we're supposed to. After all, who is to say what would have happened if Frodo had kept the ring? If Gollum HAD been killed earlier and hadn't been there to interfere? Would the eye have been more powerful than the bearer of its own ring? There probably would have been a terrible war between two forces of evil. Hitler and Stalin. IF Frodo had won, which seems unlikely, it would have been much like the lady of the forest said - she would have become the great goddess; Frodo would have become the diminutive and dreadful giant and set up towers and gates of his own, because that's the way the ring works. If Mordor had won... will... the rest is history. We all know that TRULY would have been the end of all things good. Although, in point of fact, good takes an awefully long time to die and keeps on springing up when you least expect it. Like the coming of the eagles in that final battle.

That reminds me. Where are the dwarves in the whole Lord of the Rings trilogy? Other than good old Gimli, they seem to dissapear after the Hobbit. Why? They may have been another source of rescue for men if it had come to that. ANYWAY...

So let's say Frodo brandishes the ring. A terrible battle ensues. The outcome, in the end, would probably depend on more Frodo-like characters. Small, seeminlgy insignificant creatures who have life-changing roles to play. Like you and me :). Not so insignificant after all, right?

In other words... the fellowship - the Church, the true church of Christ - might be the true reason this world hasn't ended yet. Because there is still SO MUCH hope in this real world, infinitely more than in the Lord of the Rings where Gandalf says, "there never was much hope. Only a fool's hope". Instead, we get to see good ALL around us ALL the time if we choose to notice it. So much fun! And we have so much opportunity! Because we don't have just a Gandalf. WE have the Holy Spirit, the very presence of Christ in us, guiding us each step of the way! WE have a counselor who will NEVER abandon us, can never be pulled into the abyss by the demon-like creature (what's it called again) or stuck on the top of Saramun's tower and who can actually be right within us at the same time he is with and within every single other good person in the world. There's SO much chance to make this world more the way it is supposed to be - because His Kingdom IS still coming on Earth as it is in heaven. WOW.

When hope truly disappears, when we can no longer do anything more, even with His help, when all goodness on this Earth is gone and the very saints are being put to death because they are no longer tolerated ANYWHERE anymore, THEN I think Christ will return. And a glorious day it will be. But until then, let's keep on hoping it will take a VERY long time, as does our Lord himself:

"The Lord is not slow in keeping his promise, as some understand slowness. He is patient with you, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance" (2 Peter 3:9, NIV, emphasis mine).

If the world could become heaven before it becomes hell, our Lord would be infinitely pleased. Maybe THAT's the meaning of the millenia. MAYBE we ARE progressing, as Marx liked to think. Maybe this place WILL become truly wondeful - the whole ALL of it under the invisible leadership of our Lord. And maybe at THAT point Jesus WILL com and walk among us physically once again. Wow. Wouldn't that be something. And wouldn't it be worth it to have all of that happen BEFORE the end? While we still live on this beautiful Earth He created, BEFORE the new heavens and the new Earth? That would be really cool.

So maybe that's where we are in history... we're heading for the millenia, recognizing our wrongs, making this world a better place, banishing our Hitler's, criticizing our genocides, becoming more tolerant of differences, learning to take care of our natural environment... and learning to show Christ to the world in a whole new way. Maybe... if the Lord wills it... our children or grandchildren will get to see Christ walk this world once again in the flesh. Now that is worth living for. Wow.

Because all the suffering in all the world is worth it if flowers continue to grow.

Maybe that's why the book of Revelation starts with the letters to all the churches that can't quite get it right - because when the church can no longer get it right and all the ones who do are dieing, than the judgments of Revelation will begin. Scary thought.

"After this [the letters] I looked, and there before me was a door standing open in heaven. And the voice I had first heard speaking to me like a trumpet said, 'Come up here, and I will show you what must take place after this.' At once... [I saw God on his throne]" (Rev. 4:1-2).

Then (chapter 5)... the lamb opens the scroll...
Chapter 6 - terrible suffering - famine - is decreed on the Earth
Chapter 7 - 144,000 (a remnant - isn't that just like God) are sealed with protection; tribulation is decreed
Chapter 8 - the seventh seal is opened. There is SILENCE in heaven for half an hour. Something that surely hasn't happened since the fall. Hope fails ... then... the silence is broken: "13 As I watched, I heard an eagle that was flying in midair call out in a loud voice: "Woe! Woe! Woe to the inhabitants of the earth" (last verse of chapter 8)

Chapter 9 - locusts and other plagues are sent by God as judgement but cannot touch the elect (sound familiar?). What God has done for Israel he will do for the church...

Chapter 10 - "Then I was told, "You must prophesy again about many peoples, nations, languages and kings." (v. 11). THAT'S not going to be any fun. Talk about leading to suffering... a prophet is never welcome in his own home (on his own Earth).

Chatper 11- God realizes the above and sends two prophets from heaven to help us out. But they too are killed by the creature from the abyss in the end. Gandalf-like.

Then - hope! " 1A great and wondrous sign appeared in heaven: a woman clothed with the sun, with the moon under her feet and a crown of twelve stars on her head." (Rev. 12:1) ... "And there was war in heaven" (v. 7)... Satan is hurled to Earth; the woman gives birth to her Son... "17Then the dragon was enraged at the woman and went off to make war against the rest of her offspring—those who obey God's commandments and hold to the testimony of Jesus."

Chapter 13 - the rise of the anti-Christ(s?). "This calls for wisdom. If anyone has insight, let him calculate the number of the beast, for it is man's number. His number is 666" (v. 18) Could it be that their are actually 666 anti-Christ's that have lived and will live throughout time, not one? Each of them men led astray and inhabited by the beast - Satan? I can think of a few... Mohammad (sorry, Karis), Hitler and Stalin (I WOULD NOT include Marx or Nietzsche in their number, believe it or not. But that's a conversation for another time. They only spoke the truths of their time - they did not create it) among them. People who caused thousands of others to deviate from the truth of Christ. Not irreparably, but nonetheless, deviate. It could be nonetheless, that there will be one final anti-Christ that will trump all the rest. Not unlikely. We'll see.

Uh oh, I have to go pick up a teenager who is spending the night with me from school. More later!

Love and hope,

Rachel

Worth reading, from Urbana.org Least of These section

Can We Change the World Without God?

Posted At : November 25, 2009 12:23 AM
Related Categories: Atheism

(From Urbana.org Least of These section)

When you survey the wondrous and tragic history of the human drama on planet earth, it is overwhelming to recount all of the individuals who have contributed positively to human advance. Agriculture, music, engineering, art, political science, mathematics, medicine, genetics, zoology, literature … they each have their own very large “halls of fame” filled with people from different continents and eras and coming from different faiths, worldviews and cultures. Daniel Boorstin in his books, The Creators and The Discoverers writes sweeping accounts of the thousands of years and the hundreds of persons who have contributed to our life together as humans.

It is interesting to consider what part faith in Jesus Christ makes, if any, in bringing about positive change for humanity. Are the contributions of Einstein, Edison, Benjamin Franklin or Freud rendered null because they were atheists or agnostics? I don’t know about you, but I still love the effect of flipping on a light switch along with the various forms of energy harnessed because of atheists like these. The above list represents just a few modern, western atheistic inventors, and says nothing of the Arab, Asian, Latin American or African creators and discoverers who added something to human flourishing without a belief in Christ as savior.

Of course the list of contributors motivated by their Christian faith is quite impressive as well: Michael Faraday (speaking of electric energy), Louis Pasteur, Mother Teresa, Martin Luther King Jr., William Wilberforce, not to mention the Arab (i.e. Charles Malik), Asian (i.e. Watchman Nee), Latin American (i.e. Oscar Romero) or African (i.e. Desmond Tutu) followers of Jesus who have added to human flourishing.

Because every human bears the marks of a Creator who infused us with ingenuity, artistry, imagination, governance and creativity – whether they believe in him or not – the propensity for humans to contribute to their own flourishing is simply a reflection of the fact that we were made in the image of a God who loves to make things which flourish. We have much to gain from atheists like Pavlov or Hawking, and I am thankful for the myriad clever, compassionate, God-hating (or sometimes just Church-hating) men and women who give themselves to serve to the poor and marginalized or advance the general well-being of our planet and her inhabitants.

So is there any benefit in knowing Jesus as friend, master, and teacher when bringing about global change?

The Hope Catalyst: One of the most pernicious scourges of humanity, especially among the poor, is despair. Despair is a spiritual condition, and its primary manifestation is apathy towards ones own welfare and the welfare of others. Hope is the only cure for despair and requires something more than wishful thinking. Hope must be grounded in truth. For me the truth of God’s love, incarnate in the man Jesus, and God’s promise to be with us in our trials and sufferings makes a difference. Aligning ourselves with the Creator brings power to confront evil and to right wrongs. Hope – a conviction about God’s love and a future of redemption – is the catalytic power behind a change agent.

The Ear of God and the Mind of Christ: There is something about communion that positively infects the Christian thinker, artist, writer, scientist and aid worker. I’m not necessarily talking about the Eucharist, though this is a picture of what I mean. I am talking about that place of intimacy with the Divine. That God invites us into fellowship, that Christ calls us to consume him, that each believer is possessed by the Holy Spirit – these things make the Christian more than flesh and bone. We have God’s ear in this Divine – human romance, and access to a kind of wisdom that confounds human wisdom. There is a mystical beauty in being united to God which bodies like the UN or people like Stephen Hawking do not understand and it affects how we interact with the world and expands what we have to offer an ailing humanity.

The Perseverance of Faith: I know Christians who have reached places of burnout or become jaded … I’ve danced pretty close to that line myself. But there is something about the believer’s access to Sabbath rest that I often do not see in the lives of others. Some studies suggest that half of returning NGO workers suffer pretty serious burnout, depression or post traumatic stress disorder. For Mother Teresa and the Sisters of Charity and for the New Friars whom I hang with, there is a qualitative difference in their devotional focus which gives many of them staying power in some pretty awful situations. It has something to do with their ability to get alone with Jesus, allowing him to replenish them. It is as if there is a kind of water available in Christ that quenches a thirst for justice and righteousness and satisfies a tired soul.

Can we change the world without Jesus? Yes. Can we bring the kingdom without the King? No. The kind of change I want to see involves giving hope to the hopeless. It requires the sort of thinking and problem solving that rises out of meekness and divine wisdom. It requires the power to stay with a difficult situation without growing weary. Many good things have come from God’s image bearers who do not believe he exists. But true transformation must have a spiritual dimension – and as someone who believes in a singular, intelligent Creator who made a way for the world to climb out of our mess through his Son, I do not see real transformation coming from anywhere else but him.

Brazilian Culture Compared

So... where do I start? Comparing two cultures is a little like comparing a windshield in the rain and a bucket of water. They have common denominators - beyond the obvious fact of including water (i.e. people), you just have to find them before you can move on. However the most in-common factor is simply that - they include people. And people, no matter where they are, have a lot in common. They eat, they sleep, they think, they feel, they desire, they dream, they move, they understand, they have needs - including that of deep and consistent relationships - and they seek to have those needs met in a variety of ways, some good, some not-so-good. And etc. But people are also as varied as a kaleidoscope and need to be understood that way. Especially when you're looking ACROSS culture lines.

So what do the US and Brazil have in common beyond being made up of people? A lot, it turns out. They're both democracies with nationally elected presidents and three branches of government that keep each other somewhat in check; they use a lot of the same technology and are both increasingly moving into an electronic, computer-based and single-family-home world. They include a huge amount of variety across their almost-identically-sized expanses - from hill billies (called sertanejos - seirt-an-edge-oos - in Brazil) to yuppies (hmm... not quite sure there is a single-word translation for this one, other than saying someone is from the capital of any given state. Brazil does a much better job of having its biggest cities also be its capital cities than the US does) - and a variety of cultures (from other countries as well as from their own expansive corners). But the differences are also significant and go far beyond the cuisine and the most common skin color (a pleasant apple-butter brown in Brazil instead of white, almost opaque like I am. Not that there aren't plenty of white Brazilians too - they're just one of the many minorities and have the unfortunate problem of having to use a lot more sun-screen than most of the rest). Although the idea that dark skin saves you from skin cancer is a great folklore.

Anyway... what else is common between the US and Brazil? Some aspects of its history - both are part of the Americas, influenced indirectly by the Incas and Aztecs, despite themselves, and discovered by Europeans who were only-too-willing to take over due to superior arms and carrying deathly viruses and bacteria and slavery to their none-too-willing "discovered" peoples. Brazil has as many or more Native tribes still in existence than the US, most of them on reserves, although some have the fortunate (?) situation of continuing to be cannibalistic or child-killers in the semi-hidden corners of the Amazon rain forest. Of course being cannibalistic makes a lot more sense when you think you're honoring the person you are eating by making them part of yourself and killing deformed infants makes total sense if you think they have no soul and are there to curse your tribe and yourself with sickness and death. But that's a totally different set of cross-cultural situations that I don't intend to get into in depth right now. It'll have to wait for another occasion.

I've long held the theory (also held, it turns out, by many well-known anthropologists) that weather and geography irrevocably shape culture. Have you ever noticed that the warmer a climate the "warmer" people are to one another and vice versa? This is obviously true even in the environs of Chicago and Pittsburgh, the cities I know the best in the US, where in the winter people hurry to and fro, hardly giving each other the time of day, but in the summer a whole different level of community thrives. Its easy to understand why, in a country that has warm weather all year round, people would be constantly more relate-to-able than in a country that is generally in the freezing range. For one thing, they don't have to hurry to get inside merely to survive. For another, they have a whole lot more freedom to dress, speak, and spend their time in a huge variety of ways including beaches, street corners, front porches and gates, etc without the restriction of having to wear countless layers of clothing. So... weather makes a difference.

São Paulo is in the medium range as far as weather is concerned - it gets as cold as the 50s, unlike most tropical areas, but spends most of its time in the 70s and up. It seldom but occasionally has days around 100 or over, kind of like Chicago (I think the hottest days of my life were when Chicago steadied out around 104 when I was living there one summer. The coldest were near-by in Wheaton when the weather hit a windchill of negative... 15? Or was it worse. WHO CARES when its that cold?) Lol. Once you're below 0 its pretty much all the same, as far as I'm concerned: absolutely miserable. Stay out of it unless you ABSOLUTELY HAVE to go to class. hehe.

Americans have the very positive quality of their participation in events not depending on the weather nearly as much as Brazilians, who are often discouraged from going to a non-essential commitment simply by the sight of rain clouds. Of course, Americans also drive almost everywhere and have very comfortable inside-of-building temperatures. Brazilians rarely drive and getting a bus in the rain can be anywhere from semi-unpleasant to downright miserable, depending on how hard the rain is, what angle its coming at (DOES an umbrella do ANY GOOD or not?), how long its been raining (are the sewers over-flowing yet) and how long the bus takes to come (invariably rain slows everything down in São Paulo - traffic is worse, there are more accidents, vehicles break-down more, etc). If for some reason it all of a sudden decided to reach 31 degrees Fahrenheit in SP, half the population - or more - would likely freeze to death, including some who are very wealthy. Who says there's any heating systems in buildings, even if they do occasionally include air conditioning? 50 degrees can all of a sudden seem very cold if you're IN the 50 degree weather 24/7 and if its unpleasantly laced with humidity that makes it sink seemingly irrevocably right into your pours no matter how much tea, coffee and hot chocolate you drink. Anyway, enough on that unpleasant topic :D. I greatly prefer heat, even when it is near-suffocating. Although 104 is DEFINITELY over the top. Definitely as miserable as 0 degree weather, but not as common or as deadly. I did have many fun moments at Wheaton playing broomball and throwing snow. Everything has its upsides. Thankfully. Have I ranted on weather enough? There's actually a REASON that its a much more common topic of conversation in Chicago than in São Paulo - in good old northern US of A its actually a factor of life or death!

Topography makes a HUGE difference not only because it effects weather but because it effects vegetation which effects commerce, trade, local economy and local eating habits. Topography also near-determines tourism or lack-there-of. Good luck taking tourists to somewhere downright un-interesting to look at or ugly. Not that there are many such places in the world - most places have their own type of beauty - but the flatlands of the midwest US just about qualify. Thankfully they are good for many other things, such as producing Chicago-ans and bread. No offense intended to small-town mid-westerners, many of who are very good friends of mine. Oh yes, that particular area of the US also produced Wheaton College, which pretty much made my grandparents and parents, and resultingly myself, much of who we are and the prairie path which is downright beautiful. So thank God for that and enough on that.

Back to Brazil... um... what else do you want to know? Maybe you can tell me and I can answer your questions, since I could go on about this for several hours... or... whatever you want... let me know. Possible topics include food, relational patters within families, dating patterns, church tendencies, why-people-relate-so-differently-generally-beyond-what-is-caused-by-the-weather, why Brazilians often find Americans shallow and Americans often find Brazilians over-whelming, why the gospel is currently finding much riper soil here than there, other than the poverty level, the reason for the difference in poverty level, in economies, in politics, in corruption and why Brazil has experimented with just about every type of government possible except communism. So... like I said, let me know what you're interested in and I'd enjoy sharing.

Later!

Love and blessings,

Rachel




Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Future and present and what do we do when we are lonely?

So what will the future bring? Who can say? Sorrow, joy or pain? Pleasure, patience, strength, wisdom beyond our years, from the throne on high? All of this and so much more, undoubtedly. Yet our Savior says, "Do not worry..." How not, Lord? When there is so much in this world about which to be worried? How not when tomorrow is so uncertain and we do not know what decisions will be made even by those to whom we are closest and love the most? Even by you, our Lord and Savior? Help us trust you, Lord. God, give us grace. Christ, have mercy. Lord, have mercy. Christ have mercy.

And I identify so much with this Christmas song that happens to be playing on my Itunes at the moment...

"I have travelled
Many moonless nights
Cold and weary
With a baby inside
And I wonder what I've done
Holy Father, you have come
And chosen me now
To carry your Son.

I am breathing
In a silent prayer
I am frightened
By the load I bear
In a world as cold as stone
Must I walk this path alone?
Be with me now
Be with me now

Breath of heaven
Hold me together
Be forever near me
Breath of heaven

Breath of heaven
Light in my darkness
Pour over me your wholeness
For you're holy
Breath of heaven

Do you wonder
As you watch my face
If a wiser woman
Should have had my place
But I offer all I am
For the mercy of your plan
Help me be strong
Help me be
Help me

Breath of heaven
Hold me together
Be forever near me
Breath of heaven

Breath of heaven
Light in my darkness
Pour over me your wholeness
For you're holy

Breath of heaven
Hold me together
Be forever near me

Breath of heaven
Light in my darkness
Pour over me your wholeness
For you're holy

Breath of heaven...

Breath of heaven...

Breath of heaven.

(Breath of Heaven, sung by Nicol Smith or one of her company on a cd of otherwise mostly well known hymns called "25 Christmas Songs You Love to Sing" )

Not that our challenges actually compare all that well with what Mary faced in bearing your very own most precious Son, Lord. That would be overwhelming for any woman. Thank you for choosing someone with the childlike faith that would bear her through and for giving her Joseph to walk with her. Thank you for the dear family, friends, companions, protectors and spiritual mentors you give to us also. Yet, in many ways you have given us the same challenge of Mary: to bear the image of your Son to this world. To show them you in a new and fresh way, your closeness, your nearness! What a joy to share the story of Christmas with four entranced children and one very eager mother tonight, in a way they had never heard before! How much fun to bring it alive for their young and not-so-young ears! May I do that more often - bringing you to life for those around me through my words. The greater challenge, though, Lord, is to bring you to life through my actions - through patience, perserverance, long-suffering in love. That is difficult, Lord, so much more so than telling a story that is beautiful and breathtaking and awe-inspiring in and of itself. The other great challenge - although also my greatest joy beyond my relationship with you - is to bring to life the "baby" - the plan, the dream, the vision - that the Holy Spirit has inspired in me. Please give me appropriate companions to walk with me. You know I cannot do it alone. And I long for, depend on and desperately suck in your strength. Thank you - breath of heaven - for your closeness. Thank you that the plan, the dream, the vision, is ultimately yours not mine. That YOU are the one who will give it success. May I not get in its way. Do your will in me, Lord. PLEASE do your will in me.

And a song of Joseph (to complement that of Mary, above):

How could it be?
This baby in my arms
Sleeping now
So peacefully
The son of God
The angel said
How could it be?

Lord, I know
He's not my own
Not of my flesh
Not of mine born
Still Father let
This baby be
The son of my love

Father, show me where I fit into this plan of yours
How can a man be father to the son of God?
Lord, for all my life I've been a simple carpenter
How can I raise a king?
How can I raise a king?

He looks so small
His face and hands so fair
And when he cries the sun just seems to dissapear
But when he laughs it shines again
How could it be?

Father, show me where I fit into this plan of yours
How can a man be father to the son of God?
Lord, for all my life I've been a simple carpenter
How can I raise a king?
How can I raise a king?

How could it be?
This baby in my arms
Sleeping now
So peacefully
The son of God
The angel said
How could it be?
How could it be?
How could it be?

(Breath of Heaven, sung by a male member of Nicol Smith's company, also on "25 Christmas Songs You Love to Sing" )

Indeed... how could it be?
That we are chosen for the work of God?

Mystery and delight.

Thank you, Lord.

In Jesus' name, Amen

Part II... And what do we do when we are lonely? Lord, how do we handle loneliness? "I will bring relief." Thank you, Lord. Thank you, Jesus. Thank you, Lord. In Jesus' name, Amen

Monday, November 30, 2009

Plants, God and Salsa

I was doing some gardening today (a rare activity in a home which, like most Brazilian homes, contains no green yard space) which in our house takes the form of cutting dead leaves and small branches from potted plants and watering them. My mom and I love green things, so we have probably about three dozen potted growing things in our home and tiled yard space. As I worked, I was reminded of the passage in John 15 where Jesus says,

"I am the true vine, and my Father is the gardener. 2He cuts off every branch in me that bears no fruit, while every branch that does bear fruit he prunes so that it will be even more fruitful. 3You are already clean because of the word I have spoken to you. ... If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing. 6If anyone does not remain in me, he is like a branch that is thrown away and withers; such branches are picked up, thrown into the fire and burned."

Some of the plants I was tending were healthy and had no dead leaves or unnecessary branches. Others had not had appropriate care for a while and were in rather a sad state, though not beyond saving. The most challenging was a large fern at the back of our outside corridor. A whole bottom layer of fronds had turned brown and dry while fresh bright green ones grew higher up and weeds flourished in the surrounding soil. The thing with this kind of fern is that there are tiny thorns all over the frond stems, making them difficult to handle. I tried cutting them off with the kitchen scissors, but found the thick stalks needed something stronger. I headed for our tool box and found some old shears that had not been used for... years. After some effort sharpening them I found they did the trick, although it ended up being easier to use them to completely tear each frond from the main stalk than to cut them off. Finally, only fresh, green leaves remained, I had removed most of the clover-like wees and I got on with other things.

So now for the analogy part: how many "dead" or "dieing" parts exist in our lives? Things that need to be pruned so the rest of the plant continues to grow strong, healthy and beautiful? Has the Lord been indicating anything in your (or my) life recently that needs to be cleared away? Are we resistent to that? I've found that one kind of "pruning" the Lord does is helping me stop activities that are not essential to what he is calling me to do in order to focus more on the main tasks and "bear more fruit". What activities do you need to stop this next year? On what ones should you spend even more time?

How about sin? Do we have sins that we are hesitant to have removed, torn from the very place where they connect to the stalk, where they suck life out of an otherwise vibrant creation of our Lord's? Or are we eager to have the undergrowth cleared away so we can more freely "run... the race marked out for us" (Heb. 12:1)? Recently there have often been torrential rains here in São Paulo, sometimes upsetting carefully laid plans, increasing traffic and causing destruction to structures that are not well enough built. However, they are also the reason for the fresh, green fronds on my fern and that residents of São Paulo will not have to worry about water shortage for a very long time (the reservoir down the hill from my home is filled to over-flowing). How is God using unwelcome challenges to bring new growth in our lives, to bring life where things were dieing?

As I got done with my version of gardening, it was about time for lunch. However, it was too hot to want the beans, rice and chicken I had ready in the fridge and I was out of sandwich bread. I procrastinated for a while until inspiration hit. I had recently discovered tortillas for sale at the grocery store near my home! Brazilians have been very slow warming up to Mexican food (they're not so into spicy, avocadoes are DEFINITELY meant to be eaten sweet and whats this idea of smothering wonderful white rice in tomatoe sauce and mashing perfectly good beans into mush?) but they might finally be getting used to the idea - or at least some of it.

After making some delicious quesadillas especially spiced from a container claiming to contain "alho, cebola e salsa" (garlic, onion and... salsa? After tasting it I came to the conclusion that it must mean salsinha, a green Brazilian herb... like I said Brazilians are not into spicy, with the exception of the Northeast of Brazil and the contents of this container was definitely green not red) I finished up with an apple and peanut butter. After this most-satisfying mixture of Brazilian, American and Mexican tastes that no self-respecting Brazilian, American or Mexican would probably ever come up with, I decided to leave my sink-full of dishes for another time and headed back to my computer to work. Sometimes its so much fun being multi-cultural. Other times its a complete drag, like when I don't get the joke in the US or in Brazil, but at least that's happening less and less as I grow older and get to know both cultures better. I have never been to Mexico but plan to get there as soon as possible. I can claim to know something of genuine Mexican food from having a mom who spent 8th grade there (and grades 1-7 in Guatemala, where the cuisine is fairly similar. Also, she and all of her siblings started learning to cook as soon as they could walk), an aunt who lives there and a Mexican roommate in college who cooked for us fairly frequently. Btw, Veronica, you were the one that taught me to actually like spicy on some occasions! Congratulations!

Love and blessings,

Rachel